Sunnies - ZeroUV*,  Top & Jeans - Topshop,  Denim Jacket - Second Hand,  Boots - Dr.Martens

One last outfit post before I leave for Munich on Thursday. As I will be occupied with school work and packing for the rest of the time preceding my trip you'll probably hear from me again sometime late next week. I feel suuuper excited about this coming weekend in a new strange place even though our stay there will be rather short (I always prefer longer stays of at least two weeks as you have more time to get familiar with the place). And I will most likely be bombarding my Instagram account with photos from there, so feel free to follow me on there as well if you want updates.

       I'm also very excited about summer now that my summer job has been confirmed. I'll give you a hint - it has to do with photography. I also have a bunch of personal photography related projects planned for the summer and will probably not even have time to execute them all. I'll definitely be keeping myself busy this year. For sure. How are you guys doing and what do your summer plans look like? I'd love to hear! And last but not least, huge thanks to my friend and fellow blogger and photographer Svante who took these photos with me. You can check out his blog here



Hey guys! The title of course refers to the hype for summer. Yes, it is indeed almost here in the cold lands of Finland, finally after an eternity of suffering (too dramatic?). We've luckily been generously blessed with sunshine for the last couple of weeks and I've been getting on a good routine of jogging. After my jog I usually climb up to the hill in the center of the park and just lie down, soak in the sunshine and listen to some music (lately to M83's new album called Junk - it's fucking awesome). It allows me to let go of everything else and to just be. I'm the type of person who always has something on their mind, and the above mentioned state of mind isn't the easiest thing for me to achieve, so it's good to occasionally have these moments. I feel like my near obsession to constantly achieve and experience things is not very healthy, and it's also one of the main reasons why I haven't taken up meditating, which I know would probably do a great deal of good for me and my nerves. However, I just always end up saying to myself that I'd rather spend my time relaxing in another way, for instance by watching movies. I guess I have a slight fear of "wasting my time" and meditation is a potential threat (which sounds so funny when you say it out loud). Has anybody else had these types of feelings? Or has anyone by any chance tried meditation? I'm having conflicting thoughts and it bothers me. I guess I should just try it and find out for myself.

      The photos above are just a couple of older ones from last winter when I was visiting the Botanical Garden in Turku in order to momentarily let go of the dreaded season of the year. I currently have a buuuunch of ideas photography wise that I want to execute, but I seem to be lacking in terms of time. Until May my calendar is absolutely packed with a variety of activities, all the way from essay writing to photographing - the dull and the fun. I'm also looking forward to my trip to Munich at the end of this month. My last time abroad was almost precisely one year ago when I left for Edinburgh so this should be refreshing! Not to mention that I'll be experiencing it together with two of my dear old classmates, Pilvi and Bharathi. Pilvi has been living there for some time now so I should also be getting a proper inside look into the life of Munich. Yay. I'll do my best to keep you updated with a post or two before the trip but I won't guarantee anything. See you! And sorry for the slightly boring pictures.



Blouse - BikBok,  Pants - BikBok,  Jacket - Zara,  Boots - Dr. Martens,  Bag - Forever21

How's it hanging? I thought I would this time just leave you guys with these outfit photos, very little text and a whole lot of music. Below you will find a playlist, the making into which I have poured my heart. I hope at least some of you share my taste in music (that is unfortunately, however, seldom the case). I really enjoy making playlists and (obviously) make them first and foremost for myself. If you guys happen to dig it as well, that's great! This particular one is fairly slow tempo and at times a bit gloomy (like my Sundays tend to be). But I also have a ton of other playlists on Spotify with emphasis on different genres and most of them are actually quite uplifting. At the moment it's particularly easy to find good (electronic) dance music, so I have several playlists focusing on that. Anyhow, enjoy!



Real quick behind the scenes video from my most recent photoshoot (check out the actual photo series "To Do" in the blog post below). I've always enjoyed making videos, and so I also made this one just for fun. I can't say that I master editing the way that I'd like to, but it's a process I guess. There are just so many options in Motion (the software that I use), and I only use like maybe 1% of it. Not that there would be any need for the more complicated functions (such as fake explosions (as entertaining as they are)) as I like to keep it simple, but I'd still kinda like to know how to use them. But the constant crashing of the software isn't exactly encouraging me to get familiar with it... I'd love to know what software you guys use if you do. Could you recommend anything?



"To Do"

Photographer: Sara Lehtomaa
Model: Kärt / Fashion Team
Makeup: Kärt Tori
Hair: Minttu Ikävalko
Wardrobe: Boutique Minne



Dress - Ever-Pretty*,  Denim Jacket - Second Hand



My awesome classmates, Ellen, Robin, Emil and Niklas photographed by me.

I once spent a wonderful evening fooling around in the studio with some pretty awesome folks. This was about a year or so ago. My intention was mainly to "test ride" the studio for future photo shoots, since I had never been shooting at this particular one before. I, however, ended up dragging half of my class with me and we had some fun taking portraits of everyone. Better than the traditional class photo I would argue. It's funny how I had known these people for only one term and the group already felt like a big family. No faking or keeping up facades, just genuinely enjoying each others' company. It's very different from my experience throughout elementary school and partly high school. There was of course the traditional division into different groups (you know the deal), which of course has to do with building your own identity, through trying out different roles and all that jazz. I hated that shit. I went through that phase as well like the majority does but for a large part of my school years I didn't identify as part of any group really. And that's probably because I already had a very clear vision of what I wanted from life at a fairly young age (which I want to thank my parents for, since they are partly responsible). Of course I've had many great friends throughout those years (the last thing I want to do is discredit my friendships) but never have I thought of myself as truly part of some bigger group of people. And I've always had a very individualistic conception of life. But after all these years of having had this clear sense of my myself I've started to think slightly differently about the whole matter of identity. Coming to the conclusion that it's nothing more than something abstract that we build up for ourselves - a collection of distinct roles embraced in different environments and situations. It merely exists in our minds. There is no real actual concrete you.

       We are in the end all the same thing, realizing itself in different ways and forms. What one becomes is dependent on the environment including every single life event and everyone we meet, which further indicates that we are all connected in one way or another. And certainly the infinity of random events including one's biology also plays a role. What you perceive as yourself is just something existing in your own mind (and likewise other people have their own distinct construction of your identity in their minds). In fact, you're just a piece of flesh with a consciousness (whatever that is) reacting to things around you. And that very utterance is extremely hard for a human being to accept because our subjective minds lead us to believe that our lives are, indeed, grand and crowded with meaning. The human experience is overwhelming, there's no getting around that fact.

       Nevertheless, I now see all human beings as principally the same thing (or life force or whatever you want to call it), having the ability to independently define and construct ourselves, and, therefore, having the potential of becoming virtually anything. And yet we have the tendency to live in these tiny bubbles limiting our experience, and participating in these absurd human games, adopting roles, following patterns that we've created over years and years, when we could, in fact, be whatever the hell we want to be. Considering that we live in an infinite world with infinite possibilities, doesn't that sound just a little bit crazy? Getting stuck like this in certain patterns is not exactly a way of living and thinking that would encourage change, which, again, is a concept that very well characterizes this world. Constant change and transformation is the nature of life. I think that ought to apply to our way of thinking as well because only that may lead to any sort of advancement.

       I seriously don't know how I always get sidetracked, but then again all of these things do relate to each other, and I guess I just suck really hard at expressing them in a coherent way. Point being, thinking of it all from this perspective instead of a very limited one is rather helpful. Instead of focusing on forcefully satisfying this need to find your place in this world, forcing yourself to be something, we should just go with what feels natural (and I promise, one does not need to search for it, it's a realization that comes with time). Lifting off the weight from our shoulders and realizing that we don't actually have to be anything that society wants us to be. Actually, "society" (another abstract concept) doesn't want you to be anything - the people forming it don't give a damn what you are, their main concern is themselves. What actually matters is what you want to do. If you want to paint then be a painter. If you want to endanger your life in order to help other people then be a firefighter or a police officer. Whatever that may bring you sincere joy, do. It's the only thing that makes sense. Why would you waste your life voluntarily doing something that ultimately makes you miserable or leaves you discontent? A wretched soul won't bring joy to anyone. We should all know better by now.

       And shortly returning to the subject of groups. Besides identity building, they also serve another purpose. The more or less obvious thing, which is providing the feeling of safety. And, of course, creating the sense that we are all part of a larger whole. Having people around you to interact with in an honest and straightforward fashion will make you happier. This world is not easy to wrap your head around and being able to share thoughts about it with other people will most likely ease your mind quite a lot. And then there's the whole mystery of physical intimacy, which of course can be interpreted as a purely biological drive keeping us reproducing, but I can't help but feeling like there would be something else to it. I mean, why does hugging someone, even in a non-romantic sense, feel so good? Ugh, I really do apologize for the confusing text. My thoughts are a mess and I wish I knew how to reconstruct them here in a slightly more sensible way. Unfortunately you'll have to settle for this awkward lump of I don't know what. Bottom line: friends are awesome, cherish them!



Denim Shirt - Second Hand,  Pants - Zara,  Bag - Zara,  Sandals - DinSko



Well this I have been waiting for with the utmost excitement! Finally Vilma Alina's debutalbum is out, as well as the album artwork that I shot for about a year and a half ago. Feels good to see your own work in the stores in multiple copies lol. What's even cooler is the fact that I was given the honor to work with such a talented artist as Vilma. I'm honestly super proud to be able to support an artist whose music I sincerely enjoy listening to. If you're the slightest bit curious I encourage you to take a listen on Spotify here. She sings in Finnish but if you're not the type of person who is only concerned with the lyrics I'm pretty sure you will be able to enjoy it nevertheless. In my opinion she's got a really fresh sound and it's clear that a lot of thought and effort has been put into this album. I'd describe her music as playful pop with an electronic twist, so if you're into that kind of stuff definitely give it a try!



”Modern Warrior”

Photographer: Sara Lehtomaa
Model: Verna @ Modelboom
Hair: Yazz Hair (Sirkku Lampiniemi & Lyyra Salminen)
Makeup: Meliina Savela
Stylist: Annaliina Heiskanen